From Rudy Ray

A day without talking to you
Is like a day without sun,
No matter how far you are,
You will  always be my plus one...

No matter how much we fight,
How much me argue,
We will always love each other,
Despite the fact,
You are gone now,
Won't  change my feelings for you ever
And we will remain the best buddy for forever...

I never realized how much I was into you
But when you are gone,I got the clue,
That it was my mistake that I didn't even see,
So I am telling you ,on my knees
"Be my life partner without any fees"

P.S.  You and I will make the best couple together ,  
      Because we will love each other forever and ever...

.........

30/08/2013
12:53 pm

Everything has changed since that day,
it was my fault so i had to pay,
I made a mistake that all I could say,
and in the end you left me in the halfway....

Now even after five days,
I keep on thinking about my mistakes,
how it ruined our small relationship in a quake...

And when you are gone
my heart still feel the same but a little betrayed
and all this seems to be meaningless
but there is something thing that I want to address,

    "Jaanbuz kar maine yeh haseen galti ni ki,
        Tujhse mohbaat hogai maine ni ki,
         Dil ka kya kasur yeh toh tujpar mar mita,
        teri pyari si aankho ka kayal hochuka...."
     
    

To My Crush

17/8/2013
 11:25 pm

 # dedicated to my crush

Its something that I cannot describe,
Its something that gets me positive vibe...
No matter how far you are
I will always be on your side....

Its been more than 2 weeks
we haven't talk to each other...
Its been more than 2 years
I haven't seen u any near...

but my faith in you is crystal clear
not today but may be someday
you will be here,
holding my hand and saying
"we are in this together forever and ever".......

I Love You...

 

27th July 
11:43 Pm

I once heard this
"When you miss someone very badly,you should talk to them about your feelings"
So here I am confessing...!!

 I love you and I really do..

May be u won't love me back,because as a matter of fact
You don't interact or chat :p
You are so happy in your own world
That I cannot find a place for myself..

I miss you whole the time,
Even though I know you are not mine,
Not a single second goes without thinking of you,
I don't know what's keep happening to me,
Its you and you and only you....


P.S. And it will be you only forever....

Morning Walk !!!

16th July
2:13 am

This isn't about my love, this is about me...


It was this very morning when everyone was asleep and I was wandering down the street.
Everything was quiet at that time,except of my mind...
I was wondering what is this all about,my life was all upside down
and I have no clue how to make it right.
there was only one thing running down my head :
Is it possible for me to take one step ahead?
May be I knew the answers but I was afraid to admit it,
afraid to break many hearts,
afraid to break many hopes and faith...
so may be its for the best 
that I should take a rest..

For Someone Special.....

Well Well !!! its 3 in the morning and Still I am unable to sleep.. Not because of my cute cute niece :P..
And its kinda weird actually, because all this things always strike to me in night only...I don't know why but I love to write all this things,may be because its the only way through which you can understand what i want to say....
So what I  am trying to write here is bit complicated or I should say very much complicated....
here it goes..


I am not perfect for you,
Not even the best ,
But one thing I am sure of
I am not like the rest....

I am not that kind of guy 
who comes and go,
Its just that 
I don't know how to show....

I am trying real hard, 
to express myself....
As a matter of fact 
you don't know me very well..

I am just a guy 
who is damaged at its best,
With lots of hope and faith...
I don't have great looks or awesome physique,to allure you,
but I do have this poems just to say how I feel for you....

                                                     To be continued....

Waiting....

Thursday
4:25 PM

Now here comes the hard part "waiting". Though I don't like this part very much but its kinda worth it... because when you wait for someone special,
the waiting part itself become special.In fact I believe it was Oscar Wilde who said
"When you really want love you will find it waiting for you."
So i just wanna say

"I know there is little time left,
for you to decide your own fate..
so here I am waiting for you to say,
what you have been avoiding to state..
You can admit it here or to any one else
Because only you know the answer well...

I am not asking you to say it all,
I am just saying its your call..
Take your time & then decide,
whatever you choose I will be on your side..."





                                               

Portrayal of my love

arghhhhh!!!its 2 am in the morning!!! and I am still awake & the reason I couldn't sleep is  because of this thing running down my head, Portrayal of my love.
Therefore I am going to write it down here in a simple way so that everyone can understand why I couldn't sleep....
To be Clear...This isn't just about her beauty, its also about the way I see her. So here it goes

"I saw her almost two years ago,

her beauty was ineffable,

her smile was exceptional,

all I can say it was just magical...

Not to mention,

    she was wearing a causal t shirt & jeans,

    but to me she was looking just like a queen.

from that very moment, I fell in love with her..

& now after two years...

I still feel the same for her..."

Now when the time has passed,

many things drift apart,

my feeling are still in there

                 In my heart......

                                           To be continued...

Snippets From My Diary...

24th June 2013
Monday

It was a normal day with same as usual routine of boredom,but things started to change all of a sudden.
I was sleeping on the couch,when my phone started to buzz and it was the alarm to wake me up.I suddenly realize Ahhh!! I slept for long and that groggy feeling won't go down.Then all of a sudden you came up in my mind.:) and  I began to write....


I saw u couple years ago,
But didn't realize u r the one whom I wanna know...
Things turn out to be different by the time,
I thought I had the chance but I was wrong,
I tried to get in touch with you ,but I failed,
& after few attempts,I thought may its fate..

I never hope to see u again,
But It was miracle that u come again..
Seeing u after so many days,I finally realized
'U r the blaze'
& then my life turns into a fairy tale and it was the most beautiful moment that all I can say...
This time I know I won't let you go,
I will try everything to open that door,
And once I open that door u will b mine for sure..

                                               To be continued...................